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Previous History - to current
1/10/03: site created
1/27/03: Update to site.....like anyone cares....huh?
2/11/03: Updated "about me" and placed my real pic there...NO
SCREAMING~
4/25/03: Update.....scary pic added to main... also i have
gotten the Love Hina vol.9 and Ah my goddess vol 3..will update
in book section later.
11/1/03: Update....Fixed some of the problems with the site
and now that i have CABLE i can update more regulary.
2/1/04: Update..Just an update to this poor site....
3/?/04: Yes i forgot what date it is, im living in vainty of
what is my life.
but in other news, I now play CoD (call of duty) I like this
game cause of its realism and fun. I am known as either
MegaEvils, Pepsi Guy, or Pepsi Executive.
Behold my glory
7/12/04: Ph34r what is my glory. well accually, nvm, there is none of
that in my life XD. but anyhoo, Ive been playing ALOT! of
FFXI lately, so much that i think i am getting more and more
cramps in my fingers, soo much that they might break
off....>.<.... but if that happened then i couldent talk to
Lexa,....and if your wondering who that is, She's my Elvaan
Girlfriend on FFXI. as is pic to the right
but anyways. update. sadly yes it is. 10/17/04: Hello
again my dear site that no-one cares about.... anyways... i
moved to colorado, am doing networking for 2 morgauage
companys..... and now im also a loan officer for Pheniox
Funding LLC.... joy....... alot of work.... alot of
pay....... and well.... life has begun.....>.< fawk..
3/18/03: MegaPsycho begins his
strange wrath over the site, things start to go
wrong, lol. In most cases, anything made or modified
by MegaPsycho is red.
In shoutout to friends
section, replaced strange picts with Starcraft
avatars. Your welcome MegaEvils.11/1/04:
Oi~!, well, a few new things in this update, now
that i know my friends are accually visiting my web
site often,.. that means i gotta keep updateing it
so there are new things to look at instead of text.
heh. well yesterday (Halloween) i was entered into a
FPS tournament for Call of Duty, Far Cry, and
UT2004. needless to say i won first place in Call of
Duty and Far Cry (a game i never played before till
then... sad.) and i won over $200 in prize's... heh,
talk about braging rights. i pwned those n00b's....
>.>.... but the gameing center i played at is call
Vipers Gameing. heres a link
http://playvipers.com its
a small place with 20 computers but its a gamer's
dream. but now im working a desk job in my new
workplace,... not only am i an Loan Officer now but
im also working the reseptionist here, the old one
got fired for fucking up the computer twice and
slacking off..... she was even cutting out at one
job early to go and work another... heh, she got
fired fast, so now im takeing her place.. a little
more work but its an extra $300 a week, cant
complain.
11/8/04: Konichiwa! >.>. Yet again with another
update,. Ive had a chance to talk to Magid today,...
his an egyptian guy who is dateing my Ex-girlfriend
from 8 years ago,... :P. but his a decent person and
i approve...<.<... we've been talking sence 9AM this
morn' when i got into the office. got to see his
fotolog,... and thank god his not all the other
online weridos out there, hes a decent
person...>.>.. im just paranoid of everyone till i
have a chance to talk to them for a while...also,
EverQuest2 comes out in less than 24 hours.. XD..
its time to take out the old bong and get a fresh
new hit of EverCrack.... ^_^, *take a few hits*
WHEEEEE...>.>.... ya im hyped... also i was
Power-leveled by Siku last night in FFXI, jumped
from level 11 to level 16 in 2 hours... XD... well
time for me to get back to work... its the only time
i spend working my my website now days and take to
my friends on MSN. ..... also old update news can be
found in the My Writing / Artwork section
11/11/04: Hail, People.... Everquest 2 just keeps
getting better and better,... so far im a preist and
im able to solo things that could kill warriors and
stuff,.. thank god for my healing spells..^_^ and so
far i love not being the only newbie out there, i
remember when i was playing the original EQ (a whole
year and a half ago) i felt like i was the only
newbie cause other ppl been playing for 2-3
years..... but now i dont feel so bad,.. the only
bad thing about everyone being a newbie is the /ooc
/shout spam's,.. ppl are always yelling questions
and asking things.. i think that people should
"explore" the world and figure out how to do things
on their own..... thats what i do,.. i dont want
other peoples help..XP but thats just me. but aside
from the incredible graphics and awsome game play...
this game kicks so much ass,... /drool..... and then
add the factor that all the females are anatomicaly
correct....../drool.../orgasiam...../passout... (except
female ogres...eww.).... Well, now aside from EQ2,
I wasnt able to go to work yesterday,... for some
really odd reason both of the house hold cars
decided to break down in a 24 hour time frame,...
one car broke the timing belt, and the other one
broke the timing belt, cracked the manafold
and damage 8 valves... fun huh?... so currently we
are with out a car/cars of our own, but thank god to
Tad's mother, she is letting us borrow her car till
one of ours gets fixed,.. right now the more-so
damaged one is in the shop and it looks like its
gonna be $800 min to fix the damn
thing..../sigh....... not my problem...... i have
internet,...i have my computer........i have
EQ2....... all is well in the world... oh ya,... and
i have PEPSI~!....*cough* and 2 bottles of vodka
*cough*
11/19/04: Hail, Today was a really disapointing
day for me, for 2 days my main CPU has been
undergoing matainace,.. now today i got it back
up and running the way i want it, i decided to
play some CoD, but, when i logged on, my name
was "MegaEvils" not "SvSPepsiExecutive",,... big
whoop,... i figured everyone knew me either way,
but today Seal (SvS so called leader) wanted to
play a custom map, well, after getting the hang
of the map, (learning to be the highest point on
the map is good) i started creeping around the
mountian creeping over ridges and sniping
people, it was really effective,. but then for
no apperent reason i get kicked for "Baned
IP"...=_= hmm,... well there was only one admin
on the server, (seal) and then to ban my IP?....
well, needless to say I was irritated... =.=...
well, then i took a nice stroll over to the SvS
forums at
http://snipervision.proboards37.com/index.cgi?board=key5&action=display&num=1100827751 ..(my
thread is now labled "Drama",.. it was "your all
panzi's"...)
and posted a nice nasty little rant,... i mean,
i was called a hacker by Seal, the leader, who,
"INVITED" me into the SvS, accused me of
hacking,.... but then when i tryed to explain
that i dont hack, i dont need hacks,... and
everyone out there who know me, i am a Demi-God
at FPS games knows that i dont hack and its all
skill, i would give references to them but i do
not have there consent to post their e-mail. ill
be getting that tomarrow. but beside that,...
ive come to the conclusion that im too good for
SvS, im too good for anyone,.. cause apperently
when anyone starts kicking Seal or Dravyken's
ass in score has to be hacking... .... whatever,
fuck them, fuck SvS, i dont need this shit, ive
tryed to be a decent member, not cause problems,
uphold the rules on the server, even though i
dont have admin,. i really tried to be a good
guy... and ya know what?... even though i
hate,.. utterly hate some of the SvS members
cause of there attitudes and abusing power....
there are a few people who are decent and act
like a fucking adult... SVision is one of them,
SGT.Rock/Lagg, Proficey (sorry about the
spelling, im tired...>.<) and Hunter_K, then
there is Ms. Snoopy,.. she will listen to ya and
will talk to ya and listens to reason, and even
when you ask her to back you up on something
later, .... when later comes,....>.>... she
doesent talk, as if it aint her problem,... it
isent but thats not honorable to say one thing
and do another...>.>.. and on that note,
Sk8rGuy,.. is my brother and when i was "Baned"
from the server, he asked WTF,... well
apperently, SEAL was using hacks to watch me
from his girlfriends computer... talk about a
fucking hypocrite,.. accuse me of using hacks
and he has them and uses them,.. i dont care if
its for finding hackers... hacking is hacking,..
plain and simple.
sigh,, i gotta go to sleep,...>.<... fucking i
probally have work in the morn'...
Night people.
11/21/04: What a world, What a world,....XD,
things just keep getting funnier and funnier
the more I provoke those SvS ass holes,... I
was angry at them at first then realized how
much of a joke they are.. then I started
seeing the humor in the crap they flame me
about,.. bottom line is that they are
stupid, immature, and down right sad. but
aside from the SvS irritation. I recently
hooked back up with the old PS gang,...
[M7]... and after playing Evercrack2 and
seeing how they are not proballygonna make a
PVP server or anything it kinda killed it
for me,.. I was hoping to kill me some
Darkelfs and Ogres,...>.<.. damn them,.. but
also Jonathan cant play with me, its to
graphic intence for his brand new laptop...
XD, it lags horribally,... so we decided
that we are gonna join the [M7] crew on WoW,
granted it looks like an EQ ripoff,.. but at
least there is PvP,... and ill be playing
with friends,.. I would rather play with
friends than a game thats better in all
aspects but none of my friends could play. I
also got back on TS, and now that I have my
Laptop running it runs all my messangers and
TS while I game on my Tower,. XD,.. and on
that note,.. .if SvS are a religous clan,
why dont they have a TS server?...lol, cause
they are Newbcake's.... and if they do have
a TS server,... I bet the population is
under 5. XD... but the days are getting
colder here is colorado,... and for some
reason ive been getting back on my nocturnal
gameing pattern,...>.>.. I gotta break
it.. I got work in 5 hours....>.<... means
after this I gotta crash. but fat chance,
I'll probally play some GB or some Halo,...I
would play EQ2 but... its no fun without
friends.... and right now there are only
newbies running around spaming for help or
acting stupid...and I get enough of that
from the SvS ppl..
but also, I've joined a new forum for my
anime gathering,.. AnimeSuki. I've been
downloading torrents from them for a while
and never visited the fourms but I decided
to join there community... from what I have
read so far they are decent ppl... to early
to decide if they are ass holes yet or not.
I hope not. I need a crew to talk anime. I
get my Gameing and Tech. talk from [M7] and
my daily dose of ass holes from SvS, so I
need some more anime,.. the little community
at my Anime store near by aint to good,...
only about 4 regulars there...and its
boreing... and right now im trying to find
someone who i can get the Full Metal
Alchemist series from, AnimeSuki said the
ANBU guys had it but apperently im behind
the time, and they have updated their
database and i cant get it from them
now...>.<... fawk. Oh well.. ill find
someone, or stay up late to watch it on
Adult Swim.... damn im ranting... lol, but i
dont care, its not like i have to share my
site with anyone or care about who reads it.
but to those of you who visit here often to
read about my world and are interested in my
life,... thanks for being a regular here...
>.>.. i think there are only 4 that are,....
but im looking to get more,.. who knows, i
might have to set up a fourm just for my
site to get feedback...>.>.. bet the SvS ppl
would like that, to flame me on my own
site...XD.. lol, but anyways,... im going to
bed now. i need sleep for work... >.>.. Good
night/morn' and bleh.....
11/21/04 (again..): flame, Spam, yada...yada...yada... >.>..
im bored so i decided to do another update,.. also cause i
got some E-mails saying what i needed to add... (Sarah :P)
and for all of you who need/want me to post you in my "shoutout
to my friends" page, lemme know,.. i usually only post the
ppl who ask me to,.. or if im really bored. XD,... so far
today, ive had 2 hours of sleep and so far im running
well.... then again it might be the 5 cans of pepsi and 4
cups of hot chocolate ive drunk... and its only 11am....
>.<.. suger rush... kekeke.. XD, also outta boredom ive been
poping around in the TS public servers, listening to ppl,...
i usually harass them when i pop in, but i only do that when
im in a bad mood,.. ill jump on a chineesse channal and
start ranting about stealing their shoelaces and beating
their silverware with a bat...>.>.. they are usually "ching
ching chang chang kling kling",,.. and other crap i dont
understand,... then i get "User Kicked" voice prompt....XD,
its fun....yawn,... damn im tired still... oh well, ill get
home and crash till about 11pm then ill be wide awake,.....
thats ok, i perfer the darkness than the damn sun....i need
me a night job...:P, anyways the good news is that i get
paid either today or tomarrow, depends on the bank... and
then i got some bills to take care of then, im off to buy
WoW, and get me some japaneese food,... i need me some
food,.. im starving... :S, ack, i just realized,... my
website is becomming an online journal of my life... that is
sooooo gay,....<.<.. well not that gay... not as bad as
Drage posting his whole life story on the skootos fourms...at
least mine is on my own website,....>.>.. that reminds me, i
gotta remake this site in HTML,... i like how tripod makes
it easy for you but i like my freedom of HTML,...>.< but the
problem is me getting my ass to sit still for 2-3 hours to
create it....>.>.. id probally end up playing CoD, or
EQ2....oh well... anyways, to all you people who read my
site news often, give me some feedback, good or bad(svs
whores),... XD...
later
12/8/04: Eins Zwei, DIE!!, lol... how's everyone been?
Ive Been real busy,.. ya know how i said im a loan
officer,.. well last friday, i got this call from this
lady,.. appernely she just got ripped off, about
$2,000,... this broker said she pre-qualed for 100%
financeing and told her to go find a house, (cause this
is a PC deal) well, then he took her money and bolted...
and i got a call from her and she was asking for someone
who could help her,.. welll.....>.>.. being the nice guy
i am, i talked to her and explained how there are people
out there in this business who want a quick buck and
nothing else,... but im looking into this being my job
for a long time... and after a while she said i was the
most honest broker she ever met, and told me that
everyone else shes met has been cocky to the extreame....
well i really dident pay it any mind cause i get alot of
people saying im a nice guy,.. untill i went to her
house to fill out the packet, the whole time, she kept
reffering back to when she called me and how great i
was,... every 5 min she would commpliment me,... i was
there about 3-4 hours,... thats alot of commpliments...XD
and whats really funny is that she is 40 years older
than me and couldent belive that i was only 18 and knew
so much and was such a nice guy,.. then she started
saying im gonna go really far in this business with how
i am,.. man,... XD, but she is a great person,.. and
when i got this deal,.. apperently it was my friends
deal, Phil, but when she called that day she just wanted
to talk to someone, and couldent remember his
name,...>.>.. so i kinda stole his deal,.. oops.. well,
one wont hurt him, his working on 15 right now,...XD but
once i get this closed,.. its an extra 2-3 thousand
dollers ^^,..im gonna be a rich bitch ^^.. hell ya,... i
gotta take phil out to lunch though,.. cause i stole his
deal.. but aside my work,
Apperently Sarah, my friend, girlfriend, person,.... i
have no idea what we are anymore,... well, she found a
guy named Nick, on FFXI,.. well,.... in my jelious
nature i dont like him from the get-go,... i dont like
anyone who has an eye on a friend/girlfriend, i have or
had... its just me,.... but the guy is a moron.... kinda
like a pitty story... and he complains how he cant do
anything and cant find a job,,,
WAHHHHHH,.... /cry...
not,.. hes just a lazy fuck who cant think about
bettering himself or his family,... no excuse to be
bitching....sarah on the other hand cant help it so i
pitty her and comfort her when needed,... but lately to
be honset ive been disturbed with her MSN screennames,...
even though its none of my business... it still bothers
me in the back of my mind,.... sigh,...
being alone sucks,... but i perfer to be alone and work
and create a stable enviroment for me and make money to
have a future than run around trying to date every girl
that catchs my eye... cause in my opnion, dateing can be
fun but no-one will think otherwise of devolping the
relationship if you cant support your self or someone
you care about,.. thats kinda why im working so hard,...
i wanna be able to show "her" i can take care of her,..
but untill i am stable and everything its better for me
not to think about dateing,.. sigh,..
life,....sucks.....oh well,..
im makeing good money,... i enjoy work,... i have my
games in my freetime,... and 3 bank accounts im starting
to dump money into... ^^, but now i need to figure out
what to eat,.. its lunch time and im STARVING... and i
suck decideing what to eat...>.<..
anyways,.. "peace, love and chicken greese!" -- Chris
Strickland
12/20/04: todays color is BLUE! heh,... ive been
needing some changes around here, life gets boring when
repeating the same shit over, and over and over and over
again,... but alas when is my life ever boring? my
closing i was suposto have this week got pushed back,..
by 1-2 months... cause my client forgot to tell me they
could come up with the closing costs...:P joy,... its
ok, that just means i gotta wait for it and while i wait
im going to look for more deals. speaking of that i just
might have picked one up while updateing my website...
apperently i just got a call from another distressed
costomer from that guy whos been doing BAD loans all
over the US,... i dont know his real name cause he uss
fake ones alot, so im gonna call him Bob,... well,..
this couple was about to loose their house to bob and
everything till the wife called me and asked if i knew
this guy, and if he was scamming,.. well i told her that
i belive he is scaming cause my we have a few clients
who have been scamed by him and we are working on their
deals right now, trying to recover them,.. joy,... and
apperently his been scaming a general of the
military,... lmfao... his he sooo screwed...... and
today i am assisting on finding this guy and maybe
putting him into jail.... lol,.. he deserves it for what
he has done to people. sigh,.. sometimes i want these
people to be born with a "danger" sticker on their
head... so others would avoid them,... but oh well,.. im
looking into assisting these nice folks and re-financeing
their house.... sigh, my up-date turned into what im
doing at work... lol, oh well.. at least then you all
know what i do and what i deal with at my work,....
anyways,.. thats all thats really interesting in my life
right now,.. my personal life is boring...anyways...
gotta ge back to answering the phone and assisting
people...
12/24/04: Whoo hooo,... nothing
like being fired from you job right before the holodays....
HA,... its ok though,.. i start a new job monday next
week... but everyone should know that i was working a
reception job for Pheniox funding, and my boss is Tad,..
good friend,.. we hes company is Sub-letting from
Barrons financial,... Justin owns that company,.. ive
known him for a bit,...
well,... when we moved into the office we were getting
leads from the Tom Martino show and we asked justin at
the time what we should do with them,.. for instance,
send them straight to him or hand em out to the barrons
guys... and when they are not around we take
them,,,..... well justin said that was fine to hand em'
out and then take a few... well, sence i usually answer
all the calls, i pick up all the leads,.. and ive been
handing them out to barrons and when they are not around
i hand them to Pheniox's guys.... and i took 2 for my
self.... my one is gonna be closing Jan 10 right now by
the looks of things, and well as for my seconed one?...
justin yesterday apperently got a hair or a dildo stuck
up his ass cause then went off on me after he found out
that i had a potentioal deal and i was keeping it to
work on,... well he came to me WITH and attitude,... and
for those who know me,, thats something you dont do...
and well,... he with his attitude decided to yell at me,
saying how all the leads i take down are for his people
only and how im stealing from his company and crap,..
when it was him in the begining who said i could hand
them out and crap... whatever.... i was like "ok fine
anything else i get ill pass to you" ya know?... trying
to end it cause i was pissed at him for yelling at me
with an attitude.... but then he asked what i was
working on then,.. well i just got 2 phonenumbers of
poitional leads from people looking to do a few
purchaces... well i told him that i handed one number to
phil (a good guy on barrons side,... really enegetic)
and i kept one to my self to handle... well then he
repeated his whole speach again and by then i was
extremely pissed off and said " here you want his
phonenumber ??! here it is now are you done?" and he
shut up and walked off... well, then i went to MY boss
cause justin is not my boss, he dont pay me,... i told
tad about this crap and tad talked to justin,.. well
after that,.. i was sooooooooo angry i decided to quit
my job as reception,.. and before i could tell tad this
he told me i was fired,...O.O i was like COOOL!! i was
just about to quit,.... and then i told tad that next
monday i want to be pure loan officer,.... and tad
agreed to that cause tad was pissed at justin too cause
justin keeps trying to up the rent on tad and trying to
get ahold of the money we are makeing...but he cant,...
see justins side is mostly all commercial deals,... when
it comes to residential and subprime,.. he dont know
jack.... nor does his people,... sence we moved in there
we have closed about 8 loans,... and justin has closed 2
loans in the past 3 months.... LMFAO.... so hes poor and
shit and pissed that we are makeing money,... also when
i was hired on as reception,... EVERYONE was happy that
i was directing calls and people were getting their
messages on time and shit cause apperently before i was
there it was hell and chaos.... well now that ive
quit/fired,... i wanna sit back and watch people go
crazy with the phones,... and my goal for next month,...
is to out perform ALL of barrons side and then once im
done kicking their ass at that,... im gonna laugh at
alll of them and rub it in their face..... and was
really,....really. ticks me off is that apperently
justin told tad that i am too young to be in this
business..... well,.. once i out perform everyone next
month,,, im gonna brag how an 18 year old can kick their
ass in the business when they been in it for like 6
years and crap....
sigh,..... Anger is the best
motivation,.. and im gonna fawking prove it...... XD,...
im looking to make about 3-4 thousand dollars next month
and then with it im gonna slap it in justins
face,,,..... its gonna be fun..... but aside from my
work....
So far Xmas is looking good,;...
we got a light snow fall and its looking good outside,..
and tomarrow we are having friends over to eat and
party....
but alas i gotta get back to
gameing to releave this stress... Take care!! ^_^
1/18/05: Happy New Year,... heh,..
its a little late and its been a while sence ive updated
the site but ive been busy with work and all,... so far
work is work,.. and ive been doing more and more
lately,... my boss bought this new training manuel,..
its thicker than hell but loaded with information,...
and i really need to learn everything before the next
month,... apperently we are gonna be working with a
contracter/builder who is selling 122 new condos in the
next 2-3 months and we are getting all the take-outs,...
which means we get dibs on all the loans before anyone
else does,.. and so far in the company,... there are
only 3 people,.. me,.. Tad, and Deirck, a whole 3 people
doing 122 loans,... XD,.. thats alot of work but alot of
money,...i figrue if i do 20 loans,.. and the loan
amount is $200,000 minimum,.. then i get $1,000, from
doing it then if i do 20 loans that $20,000.. and thats
only 20 loans outta 122 deals,.....so anyways,.. i gtg
now,... i gotta entertain my guest,... my friend from NC
is here,...
1/24/05: Tis a good day,... or
a good weekend i should say,... kevin has been
looking for a girl who i might be interested in for
sometime now,... why?.. cause one,.. im too busy
with work,.. two,.. i dont go to school so its hard
to meet someone my age with out being introduced by
a friend or being a stalker at teh local high
schools,... so ya,..... anyways he found somone who
i might be interested in and sent me her MSN name to
chat,... well after 2 days of casual chatting im
interested in her so when i was going to head up to
kevins house for teh weekend i was gonna meet up
with here so we can meet in person and not just chat
online,.. now im sure alot of people dont get to
meet their online contacts,.. so it being my first
time i was kinda skeptical of it all but i trusted
kevin and well,... when i saw her,.. damn,.. i saw
some of her online pictures and stuff but she looks
10x better in person,.. she is cute and timid,...
and was almost everything i look for in someone,...
it was amazing,.. so we all took a trip to teh
millitary base bowling ally,.. but we deided to go
to teh PX for lunch and also cause in like an hour
teh prices for bowling were cheaper,... but
apperenly she couldent leave teh bowling ally cause
her mother told her not two,.. but she accompanyed
us anyways,.. but tehn called her mom at the PX to
let her know where she was,.. reasonable action if
you ask me,.. but apperently her mom dident see it
that way,.. she was ripped, and told her that she
was gonna be grounded for a long time,... well,..
about that moment i started feeling like shit. cause
i insisted on going there for lunch,.... nothing
better than getting your online girl introuble in
real life... heh,.. listen to me talk,.... >.<..
curse my mind thinking too far ahead in teh
future,..... and for those who dont know me that
well,... i have a tendendisy to think ahead too much
and it always is in my favor,... duh,.. all it is,
is wishfull thinking,.... but anyways,.. so i after
lunch we went have had some fun bowling,.. and i
have to say she is really good at it,.... she was
seconed place teh whole 2 games,.. i was first,...
cant blame me,.. i useto be on a leauge..but after
that we waited on her mom to pick her up at teh
ally,... and she was insistant on us leaveing her
there cause she felt she was a burden,.. well me
being my self,.... i told her there was no way in
hell we were leaving her there,... its common sence
not to anbandon someone ever,... espacailly sence i
wanna make a really good impression,... i mean im
looking for someone to date.... but at teh same time
its hard to make a good impression to someone when
you have two other people in teh background talking
about SEX TEH WHOLE FUCKING TIME~! i mean how am i
suposto be a decent guy when there are
people talking about sex right behind me,...
sigh,... oh well... the good news aside that is
apperently she had a good time and im glad,.. im
just feeling like crap cause she got in troubel,...
argg,... im useing this site more as a journal than
anything else,... i wonder if thats
pathetic?....>.>... send me an e-mail if that sounds
pathetic.....
M_E_G_A_Evils@hotmail.com,.....
thats my e-mail,,,.. anyways,... i got work in teh
morn' i gotta do more studying before febuary gets
here,..... i want to help people get a loan so i
gotta study more.... so with that ill be off,.. Good
night and oh ya,... teh girl i met,.. her name is
Morgan,.. ^_^ i like teh name.
1/25/05: Well that good weekend
i was haveing kinda ended fast,.. that gurl i was
interested in,.. well it seems like i was being draged
around teh bush a couple times,...but i dont know that
for sure,.. i have some friends who are gonna confirm if
she is interested in me or not intereseted,... then
after tomarrow if i get no answer from her then im gonna
say fawk it,.. i tried,.. but just incase things fall
though my friend found this interesting site on-line,..
www.faceparty.com it
seems like a huge online dateing thing that helps find
people in your own area,... well ive never been a fan of
these types of services,.. but what teh hell?.. im busy
at work,.. i dont have time (well i do just choose not
to) look for someone. so why not give it a shot. so i
registered and guess all there is left to do is browse
teh girls and try to chat with them,.. but im gonna hold
off on that till i can find out if Morgan is seriously
interested or not,.. but so far my friends guess's is
that i was taken for a ride...but i always give people a
chance,.. thats probally my biggist downfall,.. im too
nice.... even though my tag is MegaEvils,.. im not that
evil... untill you piss me off,... oh well,... tomarrow
is D-day for this short relationship...
2/4/05: Konichiwa,.. just
letting you know im alive and kick'n
2/14/05: Happy Valentines
day,... Yay..... we all know that it is a great day for
those who have loved ones to share this day with,.. but
those like me who does not have a loved one its a hard
day to bear,.... oh well,.. shit happens.... anyways i
gotta get back to work and stuff,.... later.
3/2/05: Hello to all those
people who accually visit my site regulary...today i
have some really good news =^_^=
I have a closeing Friday!!!
that means the deal ive been working on for soooo
long is finnaly gonna close and im gonna get paid!
the loan ammount increased to about $300,000 and i
get almost $1500 ish from that as my pay... ^^ its
kick ass now i know alot of you who work and stuff
think "ya i usually make that" but how much do you
work for it?.. you work from 9am-5pm everyday,....
the total ammount of time i probally spent on this
deal is about 4-5 hours... thats almost like getting
paid $300 an hour for my work!!! ... now tell me
that doesent kick ass!
but aside from that ive been
doing really well,.. ive started playing FFXI again
on the Titan server,.. im already a level 32BLM and
kicking ass.... also when i get my money im planning
on buying a vending machine... one of the soda ones
too... i have a good location that i wanna put it
and i think it can probally make a min of $1000
minus the cost to restock it.... but once i get paid
im gonna start calling around to see if i can buy a
machine for about $500 then im gonna get a Medco
lock installed for another $100 then im gonna stock
the machine with Pepsi products.. of course ;)....
and then i gotta get it moved to the location i want
it,.. probally another $50-150... so in all its
gonna be about $800 to get one machine going but I
always liked selling sodas and for those who knew me
in germany i always was selling soda outta my
seconed backpack... and i accually made a good
profit ^_^ so now I get my own vending machine i can
sell sodas and not even have to be there,.. just
restock it and where im putting it Ill probally need
to restock it once a week..... XD.... well i guess i
rambled on enough already,.. oh ya I'd like to send
a "CONGRADULATIONS!" to Sarah in OK for getting
knocked up with teh "17 year old Hobo" ... sigh,..
though i shouldent critizise i have to cause that
was just stupid.... oh well,... WELCOME TO LIFE!
anyways,.. Im out,.. Later.
Today I just got my car
fixed,.. i had to get an alignment and such,..
costed me $206 to fix'n all but its ok... my
Loan closed friday and I got paid $2,160.00 but
now im been spending it left and right... im
probally down to 1.4k now,... but thats ok... I
had to spend a little money on me and a bit to
maintain my car.. so its all good... lately ive
been prospecting a bit trying to find more deals
and such but its not easy when LO's are labeled
as bad ppl,... no-one wants to talk or deal with
me.. and thats a bad thing,.. but on a good note
is that i talked to Anna in NC and she is gonna
look around for me and next month i plan on
visiting and working the area over there,...
>.>.. i also wanna visit my old school and talk
to all my old teachers cause i ALWAYS slept in
their class and never really paid any attention
to them and im sure they all thought i wasent
gonna ammount to anything so i get to show up in
a munky suit and explain my self and show off a
bit ^_^,.. oh thats gonna be sweet,... also
cause if i close 1 deal a month i make more than
they do.. !! XD but untill that happens i cant
brag too much,.. i gotta work more but my main
problem is that i cant walk up to total
strangers and talk business... friends/family
and aquantices i can talk freely and i have
everyone interested in what i do but i gotta
learn how to talk to total strangers and fast
cause thats where my business is gonna comefrom...
>.<... granted ive done flyers and mailers and
such but the best approch (to get more experence
wise) is talking to total strangers on the phone
or in person!!... but I still have that little
fear factor... that doubt in my mind that i cant
answer their question...>.<.. it sucks.... but
ill overcome it soon,.. and when i do i wanna
make a crap load of monies... I have goals that
i set for my self this year and one is to be
able to eat out every meal of the day and to do
that requires alot of monies... so i gotta start
makeing those monies... and yes im spelling
money wrong on purpose... :P
But alas,... this up date
is long and boreing im sure,.. this website is a
friggen' journal more than anything... well for
those who come here I hope you get a kick outta
my life.. >.>.. and please send me some business
^_^;;
Later.........
3/31/05: The past 30days sucked munky balls..
To start my bad luck
streak... i crashed my car the 14th... I
slamed into a lexus and well.... my car
dident look so good... but i took what money
i had.. paid for towing and got it back home
to work on,,.... the sucker is almost fully
rebuildt.. its got some minor things left to
fix then it will look just as it did
before.. only now im $900 poorer... then
after that incident... my mother though it
would be nice to get tad a dog... >.>.. we
went to the pound and found a germanshepard/mix..
very nice dog.. its the only dog my mom has
ever liked.....>.> well needless to say two
days ago the dog and cat were playing and
the cat dident want to play anymore.. and
scrached the dog... well.. the dog saw this
as an attack and it attacked back,.... the
dog bit our cats neck and snaped it.. inta-kill...
omg my mom was
freaking out when she found out... mainly
cause she got that kat on my birthday... it
was a good cat... /cry.... oh well... you
cant change the past...
now ive been doing
nothing but working and gameing... at work
im trying to do more marketing.. Im doing
something with my local anime store to do
some dual advitersing..... and at home on
my game im a level 44 BLM... and just
recently ive been talking to an awsome girl
online... Havah,... shes accually someone
who likes to ROLEPLAY~!... omg its been soo
long sence i did that... its hella fun ^^
well thats just the
short update.. i could go into extream
detail on all these topics but im lazy as
hell and figure no~one comes here to see my
shit anyways..so why write it?...
Anyways.. Later ^_^
4/7/05: Can you say,.. HOLY HELL~!?~!
My luck is turning
around drasticly.... i mean,.. im
seriously cashing in my karma points for
this one... In my previous update i
mentioned Havah from FFXI. well,.. we
had one of those "Connections" and
well,.. it clicked,... Ive never feelt
this good about someone before,.. i mean
wowz... we talked so much and we have
such a good connection and a excellent
spritual connection,... its amazing,.. i
seriously cashed in my karma points to
meet her... ^_^... and now its to the
point where I love her~.... though im
not exact on age,.. but from now all i
know is that shes 25'ish or abouts and
well,.. it doesent matter to me
anymore,.. she is beyond words for me,..
and what is also suppriseing is that she
feels the same for me,.. and 18year old
guy... O.o... then again i never got
along with people my age and well,.. why
should i date them?... Ive ALWAYS gotten
along better with ppl older than me
so,.. it just seems right that i date
older ppl,... <.<.. and theirs nothing
wrong with that,... but my mother
seriously got a kick outta it,.. she was
laughing her ass off about it,... cause
just a few days ago she told me that i
probally date older women,... well sure
enough.. Lol... its great though. no
complaints here... I LOVE HER~!... and
by the way her name is Lise,.. from
Canada....>.>. i never thought i would
hook up with someone from canada.. lol,..
but god,.. she is AWESOME~!... so much
that my words pale to grasp what she is
to me,... <.<.. in game we are gonna get
married,...but it might be awhile,...
and for real life,. i feel that way to
(and i never felt that sure feeling
before)... sigh...
aside from my
personal life..
work.. its a
nightmare,.. that bastard justin is
being a fag again,... this time he took
it too far,.. im not going into details
but basicly with in the next few days
were moving offices... THANK FAWKING
GOD~! im so sick of barrons bastards
harassing us and makeing rude comments
and gestures/looks... but all that will
vanish,.... very soon..
Yawn.... anyways
im going to bed,.. im gonna try to
manupliate my dream to include lise.....>.>..
but then i might not wanna wakeup...
XD... anyways.. G'night~!
4/??/05: Thats right,.. i have no idea what today
is... and i dont really care.
So anyways....
time for an update on my life...
first of all
my work
Justin turned
into a total dooshbag and fliped out
and wanted us to get outta his
office... so we did,.. and now were
working at home (thats the quick
summary of what happened)
Im not doing
so well being a loan officer so im
gonna have to get a 9-5 job.. but
thats ok...>.>.. i dont care
and thats
basicly it for now,.. i really dont
feel like explaining everything
right now.. its 11 am and im hungry
as hell.... peace
5/19/05: I bear Peanuts and tacos to those who
come here,... bad thing is,...
you cant eat them.
So
anyways,. I Hate my life at this
time,.... My girl hates me,... I
have no job, Im piss broke,....
and well,.. thats about it.
/sigh
Ya know,..
i never really realized how
fucking hard it was to find a
job,.. you always hear about how
ppl found a job here or got a
job there,.. but they all never
say howlong it took them to get
it,... and when you go into a
job interview and they ask the
question "how long do you plan
on working here" how the hell do
i know?... If i enjoy work...
ill work,.. if i hate it,.. then
fuck off,.. but then again if
another/better job appears,..
fuckit ill take dat one too,..
but i decided that if i tell the
6-8 months im sure thats a
decent ammount of time... i mean
ive been applying for jobs at
fast food and we all know how
long some ppl work there,.... 2
months,.. 4 months... i figure
6-8 months is a decently long
time to see if i enjoy fastfood...
i personally wanna work in
"Food" cause i enjoy cooking,..
>.>. i really wanna work at
subway.. I like the deli idea.
but oh well,... sigh,...
My car is
still broken,
My life
sux's,
My girl
hates me,
and god
has cursed my lazy ass into the
ground
8/23/05: Well, Damn its been a while sence I
updated this site. Lots to
talk about,
lets
get started.
Okay,
so last I updated I was in
what was a hell, well, it
got worse,. parents being
pricks, Tad was being more
stuck up and demanding of
me, kept expecting the best
treatment and more cause he
thought he was more of a
father-figure for me.. bull
shit. then he wanted the
respect as my boss, well, I
wasent too keen on that.
so I
got fed up. and moved out,
Yay for me...... now I have
another job yay.....
Ive
just went back to an older
game I use to play, TEC, I
dont know if I talked about
it before, buts Its a D&D
text baised game,.. quite
fun accaully, then again,...
my main computer is down,...
fucker died on me. and Im
too lazy to fix it.
Oh ya,
totaly forgot about Havah,
well, long story short.
dident work out... long
story.
so its
was short lived.
So
now, Im seeing someone else.
online ofcourse... granted
Im a fool for doing it
again. But whats really
interesting is that my
friends Ben and Kevin, are
now both liveing with their
online girls. and it seems
to be going great for them,
guess Im hopeing something
like that will happen for
me.... sigh,,.... Im lame,
really really lame.........
Oh well, I am who I am and
thats who I am.....
On the
brighter side, I get to
start college next month for
appraisal school,.. Im still
planning on it. :) so soon I
wont have any days for a
while... It'll be school and
work, and TEC inbetween.
Sigh,... But the girl Im
seeing in TEC, Is really
great, no matter how
complicated she is, Its
fun... though she does have
an Issue abour trust and
lies, but then who doesent
have issues with those, I
just figure if you lie to
me, is a good reason, and I
dont question... I dont like
easy realtionships... then
you dont have memories about
it. :)
Well
thats it for this little
updateing session.
9/08/05: Sigh, work work work...
Working sucks, espically
when they keep giveing
me the 2-10 shift, I
have no social life, and
now it makes even
harder,,, oh well, like
the shit matters. Its
finnaly happened, I
complety agree with the
"Nice guys finsh last"
quote, so Ive decided to
start being a dick,...
apperently Ive been
doing it wrong for the
last 19 years.. no
wonder Im single, no
life, and am a computer
nerd.
I
guess you can tell my
relationship is in a
shit hole. things arnt
going to well. Me and my
bro accualy placed bets
on what this ones
problem was, jonathan
made the bet that shes
nuts and is crazy....
well shes not that but
shes really dependant...
I mean, every minute Im
online she wants me to
be with her, and if im
not then she gets all
pissy. then she tells me
that we have our own
lives but she wants mine
to totaly revolve around
her. even though she
wants to have a life of
her own... talk about
being backwards....
Oh
well,... if you ever
get to watch a
movie,.... watch 40
yearold virgen, its like
looking into my
future,.. only minus the
action figures.. >.>
Ya know, It seems
that i do nothing
but bitch how lonely
i am here and
everything that go's
wrong, and you know,
im gonna keep doing
it, why?. cause this
is my website and I
really dont care
what about people
think of me. but
that might be my
problem,. but
whatever. anyways
Work- working for
7-eleven isent that
bad, i meet some
decent people, and
my boss is a good
guy, and lately ive
been more of a dick
around everyone
cause i kinda
deligated my self to
working in the
cooler sence its
just an total mess
and im cracking down
on the people who
fuck it up.
Home- I live alone
if you dident
already know that
and well, comming
home to my cat every
day, it gets kinda
depressing after
awhile... but oh
well.
what else,... ohh ya.
Found out that one
of my good friends,
Amber, has turned
into a whore....
from what ive been
told, shes been
sleeping with alot
of guys and brags
about it to my other
friend,.. wow. its
amazing,.. she was
someone who i really
liked, maybe even
loved, and also that
she said that she
wouldent go that far
untill she was
married and 22-23
years old, but i
guess people
change... ALOT. so
now that shes a
whore and everything
that really makes me
more depressed cause
one, shes my good
friend, and two, im
jelous.
but on a brighter
note, im playing
some of my games
with friends
lately,. and thats
fun, but on another
downside, I live in
a state with no
friends.... -.-
sigh..... well
anyways, back to my
soul stealing games,
so i can avoid life
and everything
else....
Well things have
been going great
for me. I HAVE A
GIRL FRIEND! and
not one of those
creepy ones ive
been getting.
This is someone
who ive been
infatuated with
for a LONG
time... and now
shes almost
legal ;) we are
going out,.. the
only catch is
that she lives
about 6 hours
away from me so
its not that
easy to see
her,.. bet we
talk everyday
over the phone
or by e-mail.
She has also
felt the same
way about for
along time
aswell. so now
we are both
extremely happy
that we are
dateing. So as
an up date on my
love life,.. Im
in love.
as for work now,
Well,.. works
work,. im
working on
getting a 13%
raise. cause
then ill have
more moneies and
i can spend it
on my gurl :D..
lemme see,
halloween,. this
year was fun, I
dressed up as a
gobin and scared
the piss outta
kids.. and also
this year I also
got beat down
too,.. a couple
of devil gurls
beat me with
their plastic
forks and broke
them on me,.
they got so
pissed... >.> it
was great
oh ya,.. IN AN
UNFORTUNATE
EVENT, IT HAS
BEEN FOUND OUT
THAT VIPERS
COMPUTER GAMEING
CENTER HAS
CLOSED DOWN,...
with that
said,.. please
direct all hate
and anger twords
their owner,
Shawn.... YOU
DOOSH BAG!
Also, apperently
teh Sarah from
OK has had her
baby on
halloween,... (I
feel sorry for
teh kid for
greedy parents)
and ive seen
pics of the
"hobo" and
her... god,..
its like
watching a
really really
reallly bad
comedy thats
still
supriseingly
funny. welcome
to wellfare kid,
your dads a
run-away drop
out,. and your
mom is an
dependant that
always need
someone there to
help her, cause
shes afraid of
being an adult.
WELCOME TO THE
WORLD RAIN! Lets
hope you learn
from your
parents
mistakes.
And with that
all said and
done,.. im
off,.. Time to
update some pics.
06/13/06 Okay,
So I havent been
around in a
while, sue me. a
great ammount of
shit has
happened. so ill
short hand a
bunch of it.
basicly, that
thing with tiff.
gone....died and
never will rise
again I have a
new job working
at Action
Computers INC in
denver. and love
it/hate it at
the same time..
I no longer have
Ben and hes uggo
as a roomate. I
made an awesome
new friend. his
name is Thor. I
moved and now am
struggleing in a
shit hole of
debit. but im
crawling out
slowly. And to
top everything
off. JONATHAN IS
COMMING OUT ON
THE 21st!!! woot
woot. and thats
basicly it. i
dont wanna go
into detail
cause then id be
here for another
2 hours. and im
lazy.
11/8/05:
HIJACKED! Hey
guys, this is
Meganooblar aka
Jonathan, the
aforementioned
bro to Megaevils.
Congrats to hear
things are going
amazing with the
girl (suddenly I
can't remember
her name >.>
sucks that we
don't get to
hangout but once
a year...though
what can you do?
Life deals us
crappy hands
sometimes, and
right now I
don't even have
suited
connectors ; ;).
Nice pic, too.
She got hotter.
I like her with
her hair grown
out - as opposed
to when we
visited her last
summer when it
was hella
friggin short.
Iono, that's
just me. She
looks great now,
so I'm happy for
you.
Unfortunately
for me, I can't
even talk to
girls. I just
like... gave up.
I have no will
to make an
effort. It
always fails. I
always lose. I'm
done. Selibacy,
here I come!
Maybe I should
join a monestary
and learn kung
fu to
karate-chop my
boners away?
Iono. Sad shit.
School is
...school. I
learn, yay me,
but it's not
that
enthralling.
Don't have any
friends that
live in the same
state as me
either, so I
totally feel
your pain bro.
You still owe me
a visit yanno.
You should take
a Christmas
vacation from
work and come
visit! ^_^ I'd
really like it
if you did... ;
; Anyways, so
what's new with
me... Ok,
remember how I
was pretty
decent at guitar
when I visited
last? Triple
that. I've been
practicing
hardcore, and
it's just
flowing now. I
can see where I
need to practice
and in what when
I play, so its
coming along
really fast. I'm
proud of it,
because the
guitar is
finally
something I
found a solid
interest in that
has real-life
applicability,
and I love it...
the guitar is my
girlfriend right
now, and man, do
I work that
bitch hard.
Aside from
that... hmm...
hair is longer?
lol. that's
about it, I'm
pretty damn
boring and lame,
but you know
that cuz I
stayed 2 weeks
at your house
and you were
bleeding from
your eyes in
secret, I just
know it. I tried
to be fun man :(
but im so easy
to please, that
I guess when you
stick two people
who are easy to
please (like us)
in the same
room, you don't
get a lot of
amazing
spontaneous
ideas, not to
mention your
work schedule
(which I
tooootally am
not complaining
about because,
well, gotta
bring home the
bacon somehow)
didn't let us do
a TON in
normal-people
time, but who
teh fook cares?
lolz. I had a
good time, just
so you know.
Your cat is a
spaz, and drove
me nuts, but I
miss her
honestly. I was
just starting to
love her :x, wtf
is up with me?
heheh. I feel
for ya though.
You should up
and move to the
west coast with
your woman when
she hits 18 and
graduates and
stuff. Maybe we
can bunk up?
It's just that
CO is so far
away for me ; ;
and I have
things I
honestly need to
best west-coast
bound for work,
because I'm
going to be
going into a new
company being
formed in the
next year or so.
Products are
moving towards
the testing
phase, etc. I
hope you
understand, it's
not that I don't
want to live
with you, it's
that there are
things that CO
just doesn't do
for me. :(
Anyways................I
just noticed,
I'm like writing
you a letter
since we haven't
talked in a week
or so (busy
lives = O.O;;),
but this is also
a shoutout to
whoever wants to
read about
marvelous ole
me. Anyways,
miss ya bro, msg
me soon or
something and
we'll chat.
Sorry I've been
so busy and
untalkative
lately. Lots of
homework, FFXI
always has me
doing something,
etc. No excuse,
I know, but blah
I'm lame,
remember? XD Ohh,
yanno Jon? Well,
his lil bro has
a metal band. I
saw them in
Sept. at their
first live show.
I'll give you
their music, and
to all you mofos
out there who
are into death
metal (hell, I'm
not, but these
guys are so good
that even
non-fans like
it) its
www.silent-epidemic.com,
Check it out!
They've got
another show in
December they
want me to come
to, so that'll
be fun. orz, I
have a paper to
write for class
tomorrow, and
it's 4 AM. Oh
yeah! I'm trying
to get a
normal-person
schedule. It's
coming, slowly.
No more crashing
at 8 AM. Now
it's 5-6, and
I'm up by
noonish. >.>
It's sad, I
know, but I'm
honestly trying.
It's hard, when
I battle myself
to do it. I hate
sleeping early,
but I also hate
getting up late.
Orzorzorzorzoroz.
Also, I found
out I have two
horribly useless
but equally
hilarious skills
in life. One, I
can read JP
characters (so I
can read the
words in JP),
but I don't know
what they mean
in english. >.>
So it's like,
"Oh he says
blahblahblah"
'what's that
mean?' "I dunno
>.>", and the
other, is
apparently I
know the theme
song to just
about every 90's
sitcom. It's
hilarious,
because I
entertain myself
with them or
spam the LS with
them all the
time. Good
times, good
times. Ok, I'll
leave your blog
alone now. Peace
~meganooblar
12/22/06: Hail!
I have been
neglecting my
website for some
time now and
well I need to
get back into
the flow of it
again. Time for
wonderful
updates on my
life, to start
Work... Ahh.. I
put in my two
weeks notice
last friday. I
have gotten sick
of the drama at
work. It has
been so bad. It
seems to me the
corperate only
wants to take
care of the
customers that
have fat
wallets.... I
really dont like
that. It doesent
appease me very
much. Not only
that but my
schooling takes
a bit of
presidence over
work. In the end
the education
will pay off
better. also
there was no
expansion for me
there. I need a
place where I
can grow... and
Action is a good
place to start
but not stay
there forever.
However I have
made several
friends with the
customers. :)
Another thing. I
may have a
possible
position at IBM
but I need to
talk to my
carerr center at
ITT. They are so
nice :) they
have an entire
department
fouced on
getting students
jobs. I <8 it.
Next I would
like to touch on
the Girlfriend
topic.. Ya..
wonderfull
topic.. ya..
wait when do I
have time for A
girlfriend? well
thats the end of
that...
Ahh
now for ranting.
Wow, Did I get
snowed in. My
entire house is
burried in 3-4ft
of snow. Its
insane. we
accually had a
buldozer plow
our road, but
the smart guy
only made it one
lane... of
ofcourse people
get stuck. one
person going one
way vic versa..
and eventually
someone has to
drive in reverse
a bit to get
anywhere.. ya
smarrrrrt...
Also my brother
is out to visit.
Im trying to
convence him to
stay in colorado
and join me at
ITT Tech. but
hes still has
some time at the
comunity college
at home. also I
heard from
MegaPsycho. He
just bought a
new car! woo!
Merrychristmas
dude. Hope your
parents dont go
crazy on you. I
see it as
another leash
but whatever.
5/2/07: Well, re-designing the website has been a blast, I took some
time to look at my old history and wow, although it is only a
fraction of my life, Wow. That's it, Wow.... From all the times I
thought I was in-love to all the times when I was angry at the
world. Jebus. My life is actually interesting, in some sick "ha-ha"
funny way. Oh well, Its my story and its all true. Anyways, I
decided to redesign my website to day cause I logged into tripod on
my rare visit to check my status of my site, 104 page visits last
month and I already had 4 for today. So my site some how still
exists on teh interweb. So I decided I needed a new look, I'm a lot
older than I was when I first set it up and I should put my skills
that I've learned over the years to work and re-make my site.
Although I have to thank Tripod for there wonderful template and
designs that I have used for many years. For a beginner it was
perfect. I'm not going to rant to much today, (I know, your
disappointed) But I have a lot more to go for the site. So STAY
TUNED! PS, I'll keep adding links to the side for everything else
too. gonna upload and make this primary now and see how well it
works out, hopefully not a waste of time. Also, sorry I can't remove the banner adds and crap unless I upgrade.. and I'm cheap..
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